Alone

There are quite a few times where I like to be alone. Out of the noise and busyness that goes on around me. I have enough chaos going on inside my head and that combined with the external at times seem to overwhelm me. When it does I withdraw. Crawl up deep back into my head and my world and shut out the rest. Not good when you have a wife of 22 years and 2 daughters still at home.

I'm sitting up stairs right now by myself. Admiring the work Lisa did on a very cheap remodel of a small room. She did a great job with no money and some work. I didn't help much I've worked 96 hours over the past 2 weeks and I'm beat ass tired!!!

People around here don't seem to understand that. When I get exhausted, I really just want to be alone so I can rest....